A cynical, mean and selfish bastard.

Why is that you always see a mad world in my writings? Because I only write when I feel the world is mad.

题目其实并不奇怪。我就曾经认识一个人经常说自己是devil的。而且，我曾经在公开场合说自己是“混蛋”。没错，就是用中文。不少人都听得到的。

一直以来都很想学钢琴。虽然我现在右手损失了一些功能，但还是想学。也许我应该更早开始学的。

Death in slow-motion

Look, I have VHL. And there are no cure for it. It’s genetic. What would I do than?

This is not the best thing that can happen to me. Absolutely. Because you can never really fix it, it’s always about the future instead of the past.

If you have the choice, which one do you prefer? Death in slow-motion or death in fast-forward?

今すぐ死ぬ訳じゃない

基本上是我唯一能在现在还能说的话了。因为除此之外，我似乎不能也不需要再说什么了。

人间五十年。中国人也说，“五十而不言乏寿”。如果古语说得没错的话，人如果能活到50岁，那么对寿命方面，应该没有更多的要求了。

但做为VHL的病人，我很有可能活不到50岁。更重要的是，我对这一点毫无办法。